Would you like to stroke my ...

Everythings ...dying here ... I'm dying with it.

((The .. the lack of updates and ... and ... I dont know if Ruki is taken and I want him ... and ... *facedesk* can I help you guys? Please? School doesnt start for another week for me, so I have all the time until then to do whatever slave helpful work you can throw at me! XD))

I'm feeling better.

Ru-kun, thank you for coming back and cuddling with me ♥

Shinya, thank you for keeping me sane, for the kitty plushie you made me, and for naming the new kitten. ♥

And I have a new song obsession. x_x Something called Malchik Gay by this band that used to be really popular, t.A.T.u

EDIT: I found out Malchik Gay means Gay Boy in Russian. I like it more now. XD

Handsome, tender,soft
Why do you look right through me thinking "NO"?
I can't deny my feelings growing strong
I try to keep believing, dreaming on
And everytime I see you, I crave more
I wanna pull you closer, closer, closer, closer
But you leave me feeling frozen
Malchik gay,
Malchik Gay
I can be all you need
Won't you please stay with me?
Malchik gay, Malchik Gay
Apologies, might-have-been's
Malchik gay, Malchik Gay
Can't erase what I feel

Fatty fat fat FAT FAT *breaks mirror then goes back to bed and curls up, nursing bleeding and glass covered hand*



(( XDDD *loves this story even though it made Hitsugi think of his weight*


Step-step-step-stEP-STEP-STEP-STEP I heard from behind and wasn't going to look back, I knew that I wasn't the aim of the person behind.

- Morning~~~~!!!!!!

And tall Uruha's body landed on Ruki and almost fell with him on the ground. Poor little guy fought back throwing taller guy away.

- Uruha, you're fucking freak!! Ballet cow dancer!! Take your fat body off of me!!

Still hanging on Ruki, Uruha was in his best moods poking Ruki's cheeks.

- Look who is talking here, and what about you, little fatty? You eat too much, and look at your cheeks, they're fat!
- I'm not fat as you are!
- I have a nice figure so shut the fuck up. ))

*curls up* Ne, Ru-kun's been gone for a while ... I told myself the second day not to get upset and lonely, but ... *sighs a bit and goes to cuddle the kittens*

Oh, it was on. That camera got used in all the best ways. And now the goods of the war ...

( Cleeck on meeeeee~! )

Ohhhh Ru-kun ... where in the house are you hiding? *looks left, right, in closet* .... I have a camera and I want to molest you with it =D I just bought new film and .... you shall be my victim >D *munches on a grilled cheese sandwich* Plus I made lunch and I know that you binge cuz you think you're fat! We binge together Kidding bout all of that XD. Well everything after I made you lunch. Cuz I really did. XD

Ne, this vacation is fun. *smile* I won the kendo match against my old friend annnd ... things are good so far. I know Ru-kuns afraid of 'tousan ... I dunno how to make him more at ease around him though ... *sighs* I wish he would be. -_- My dad's proven that he's okay with it now. It's not like he's going to rip off Ru-kun's head for touching me or anything .. dad knows I love Ru and that Ru loves me. If he knew it was only one sided, and he can sense this stuff, he wouldn't have allowed it in the first place...

Ne, I'll love him though, no matter if he's scared of tousan or not. ^-^

I was laying in my bed, staring at my ceiling and thinking up every possible reason I could of why I loved you. And right at the same moment, this song came on the radio, and it made me think more of you ... It's called 'Admiration' by the band Incubus.

Edit:
I'm kidnapping Uruha and no one shall ever see him again because we're skipping town ...

And joining the circus. It was nice knowing you all.

I kid. But we're gonna go back home for a little while and visit our families, we brought Chu, Isis, Bastet and Ushi with us. We'll be back within a week ^-^ We just ... needed time away from school to be together and we also need to see our families. *nod* ♥ to all.

( Follow me ... )

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Ai shiteru

I love him
I love him
I love him
I love him
I love him
I love him
I love him
I love him
We love each other ♥

( We in the gang are pervs. Deal. )



MY MUN'S FIRST GIF! I'M SO PROUD OF HER! ♥